Finally. Projects are all done... left with presentation, test, and exam!!! woohooo!!! quite sad ytd.... because my com crashed!!! all my pictures!!! all my video!!! all my music!!!! ALL GONE!!!!! damn sianz....haha... This week is also my last week in sugarloaf le before i die in top table....Quite happy too!!!! there's one entry in my blog whereby i use chinese character.. and my friend made it into a song.. just that i need to edit a few of the 'lyric' wooohoo!!!
Last day in Sugarloaf... Had lots of fun!!!.. Mr Neo wanted me to take picture with celine.. those holding hands and hugging scene.. im ok with it because of the fun of it... like everyone very steady, i cannot be the wet blanket and says no la..so agreed lo... but hope u all know is really for the fun of it only.. don't take it seriously.. because now is like everyone asking me about this matter. haha!!!
My cousins come to Singapore for holiday.. sorry had no time for you all.. had dinner with them together with my besties.... Might bring them to sciene centre this sun too.... hope i had fun!!!
Lastly... Hope 'Dreams' our concert held in 2 weeks time will be a sucess!!!
Btw anyone need tixket for 'Dreams' can contact me or royston because we are in charge. $8 per tix!

Had Gin's dance lesson, She cried. Yes. guess this time the seniors who is us really crossed the boundary. Guess what we can do is to do our own individual part properly so as not to agitate her anymore.
She talk to us nearly 4 hours after that, said my weakness is low self-esteem, and my shoulder. She also said that i am gentle, friendly, and people can ask me for help which is totally not true haha....

Somehow, i suddenly feel lost, i thought i know what i want to do and is doing what is right for now... But.. it suddenly dawn on me that...........i am moving aimlessly.... i need a goal...

Wed, Had SSM which is to provide our service in Sugarloaf, Sianz, for being a captain who reduced to a waiter haha. But had fun being in the outside sells whereby we sold everything in a veyr short time. After SSM, val bought me some snacks and choc from taiwan(isn't taiwan you went?). thanx seh! Pon my Jap lec and went for Modern dance, Ryan notice my inflexibility and worst of all, he notice i got long short leg.. Damn saddening...
Thurs, Went lunch at top table, food was above my expectation but not their service, Not entirely their fault as we are rushing for time because we are late for tutorial which is presentation. Had our first presentation for this semester, Tutor was expecting more from us so don't tink we can score. Had jap tutorial after that which is more sad as i pon lec and they got mark attedence one den my class participation mark is lower le.. sianz sia... don't know got such thing.

Lost. Anxiety. Exhausted. Depressing.
I truly have no idea!
Constantly given myself uninvited stress that I am no longer who I am.
Studied so hard yet what I got in return is………. From someone…
2 weeks of holiday, 5 things I did, sleep, eat, project, dance, and wait.
What if I die tomorrow…?
What have I achieved?
Who will care for me?No idea….
W, Pls be there...

Before SA orientation on thurs, had some talking with 3 girls from dance, which i dislike that. The orientation was below my expectation, firstly, had some Lecture on F1, wanting us to be the abassador for them, followed by some mocktail tasting. Some tasted good yet some taste like... You know.
Had water game after that, Greg uses this chance to bully me and keep splashing me with cold water Brrr... haha..
Had lunch before we started our amazing race ard Sentosa. Was feeling unwell because din really sleep the last night and have to report at harbourfront at 8am. It was a torture.
Fri was as usual. Dance with 8 hour of break in btw. Dance in wed was also like 7 hours of break. Quite sianz. Next week is better by a bit. During the break. Did some project and went to TM with Greg and Mei Bin and saw a friend of mine who is called greg too.
Sat was fun. With gin being late for 1 hour haha. Has some 'warm-up'. leg lift increased to 80. and i finished it! haha. anan lesson was very difficult and i cant get the groove she taught. After 2 hour of break. Had daniel 'house' lesson, Today is better, Learn some basic and was not as tired as the first lesson with all the bouncing.
Sun. Stay at home and finished my projects that had lag behind.